RESENTMENT

Andy Chan

Have you ever felt a pain so deep that it suffocates you? A disappointment that builds up slowly, day after day, until you simply cannot carry it anymore? That is where this song comes from. “ມື້ທີ່ຂ້ອຍໝົດແຮງ” is not just a song; it is a raw, emotional breaking point. It is the moment you look in the mirror, furious at yourself for enduring so much hurt, and decide that enough is enough.

This hard rock ballad is a heavy, screaming release of built-up angst and heartbreak. Written entirely in Lao, the lyrics capture the exhausting weight of broken trust and the desperate need to escape a toxic situation. It is loud, aggressive, and deeply honest. If you have ever felt trapped by your own emotions and needed to scream your heart out to the world, this song is for you. Listen loud, let it all out, and let the healing begin.

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ຊື່ເພງ: ມື້ທີ່ຂ້ອຍໝົດແຮງ

ມຶດມົນ… ໃນຫົວໃຈມີແຕ່ຄວາມອົບອັ່ງ
ຜິດຫວັງ ມາຈັກເທື່ອຈົນນັບບໍ່ໄຫວ
ມັນສະສົມ ຢູ່ຂ້າງໃນຈົນຈະບ້າຕາຍ
ຄວາມເຈັບປວດນີ້ ໃຜຈະມາເຂົ້າໃຈ

ກົດດັນ… ຈົນຫາຍໃຈກໍຍັງລຳບາກ
ຢາກຈະໜີ ໄປໃຫ້ພົ້ນຈາກຈຸດນີ້
ຄຽດໃຫ້ໂຕເອງ ທີ່ຍອມທົນຢູ່ທຸກວິນາທີ
ເຮັດຮ້າຍໂຕເອງ ໃຫ້ຈົມຢູ່ກັບຄວາມອັບປານີ

ມັນພໍແລ້ວ!
ມັນເກີນກວ່າຈະຮັບໄຫວ!
ຄວາມອົດທົນຂອງກູ ມັນໝົດລົງໄປແລ້ວ!

ຄຽດ!!! ກູຄຽດໃຫ້ທຸກສິ່ງທຸກຢ່າງ!
ເຈັບປວດຈົນຢາກຈະຮ້ອງ ໃຫ້ມັນກ້ອງຟ້າ!
ພໍທີ! ຄວາມຜິດຫວັງທີ່ທໍລະມານ!
ກູຮັບບໍ່ໄຫວອີກຕໍ່ໄປ! ມັນຕ້ອງຈົບລົງມື້ນີ້!

ເມື່ອຍລ້າ… ຈົນບໍ່ມີແຮງຈະກ້າວຕໍ່
ຫົວໃຈແຕກສະຫຼາຍ ບໍ່ມີຊິ້ນດີ
ເປັນຫຍັງຕ້ອງເປັນກູ ທີ່ຖືກຢຽບຍໍ່າແບບນີ້?
ຄວາມຮັກ ຄວາມເຊື່ອໃຈ ມັນບໍ່ມີຄ່າເລີຍແມ່ນບໍ່!

ມັນແໜ້ນຢູ່ໃນເອິກ!
ມັນອັ່ງຢູ່ໃນໃຈ!
ກູຈະບໍ່ທົນ! ກູຈະບໍ່ຍອມ!
ໃຫ້ມັນລະເບີດອອກມາ!!!

ພໍແລ້ວ…
ກູບໍ່ໄປຕໍ່ແລ້ວ…
ມັນຕ້ອງຈົບ… ມື້ນີ້…

Darkness… my heart is suffocating
Disappointed so many times I can’t count
It’s built up inside until I’m going crazy
This pain, who could ever understand?

Pressure… even breathing is hard
Want to escape, to get away from here
Furious with myself for enduring every second
Hurting myself, sinking into this misery

It’s enough!
It’s more than I can take!
My patience has completely run out!

Bitter!!! I am resentful of everything!
Hurting so much I want to scream to the sky!
Stop it! This torturous disappointment!
I can’t take it anymore! It must end today!

Exhausted… no strength to move forward
Heart broken into pieces, nothing left
Why does it have to be me, stepped on like this?
Love, trust, they are worthless, aren’t they?!

It’s tight in my chest!
It’s suffocating my heart!
I won’t endure! I won’t accept it!
Let it explode!!!

Enough…
I’m not going on…
It must end… today…